the lonely campfire..

this post is not sopposed to hurt anybody...the last resort i opt whn i feel damn lonely and not cared for is my blog..so just speaking to this blank space....the whhole exam thing is over,god knows wat happened..mom stayed all the while in vizag to make sure i do well in exams but in vain..we guys planned a getaway trip to somewhere near paapikondalu...ended up in same old araku..5 of us...sushanth..nimi..sneha...and ram..

the whole trip was supposed to be for sheer fun...alas...nnot for me i guess...not puttinn in all the trip details...this is abt this campfire ram planned and worked out...and the wierd thoughts runnin in my mind..
the place was serene...very lonely..with trees as high as 6 storey buildings...and stars above em...abandoned houses and the dark roads into the woods...the only lonely people there:me and my innerself...me,cos some one who invited me to the trip said something to me which she shouldnt have said..and my innerself,cos it talks only when i feel lonely...four of em were sittin there talking ,making fun....i was walking into dark woods...donno why i was doin that actually ...maybe to runaway from the fact that i was feelin lonely with the company at that moment...with sparks from the fire flyin high,my thoughts went wanderin with em...

2 things..one why do i feel like an idiot when everyone else in in good mood?two,who the hell cares if u felt that way?i was always thbe second person ...watever...the thing is when a person cares so much .....to be cont...